For anyone that cares.

I am thinking right now. Can you hear me? You are currently inside of my mind. You should feel very special because usually its hay rolling and crickets chirping in here. So I am kind of glad to finally have some company. You can actually have a seat right there. Get comfortable. There hasn't been a lot going on in here lately.

What I usually do while I am writing anything is read it a million times over and over before submitting or publishing it. This is so annoying people like my SISTERS won't find mistakes. So I am going to try REAL hard not to do that.

Woops. I just did it. That's what happens when you try to break old habits. They somehow either don't go away or do go away but end up coming back in a disguised form as something else. I have a lot of bad habits. And each time I think I've gotten rid of it, I usually start doing something equally if not worse to compensate for it. Compensate? Well that's a word you don't here come out my mouth too much. Wait it didn't come out your mouth. We're in your mind remember? Oh right. Well I sound prettty smart, don't I? No you don't. No? I think I sound pretty damn good...wait who the hell are you?






Hmmm. I guess they left. No I didn't.

Aaaanyway. I used to have this bad habit of watching TV a lot. But ever since TV has become kinda nonexistent and lame because everything is online nowadays, guess where I've been spending time at?

But it's not as bad as some of my siblings. They're on it so much sometimes I wonder if they have some sort of addiction or something. They really do have withdrawal symptoms when they haven't been on it for a while.

So ummm. Whatever.

Today I was talking to this lady that was 92 years old. Man it was real sad but made me happy at the same time. Don't you know how we all have that thought in our head sometimes like, "I don't want to be lonely when I get older,"? Well this lady was literally like that. She was an only child. She never got married. She's never even been on a date. She has no family here because she and her parents came here as immigrants. All her family that was alive is now dead. And oh yeah, she lives alone. No pets. Not even a fish. It was like, what the heck? She kept saying she thought "this was the end of the road" for her and that she didn't think she was going to get better.

I didn't know what to say. What do you say to someone like that. But somehow she tells me that I am helping her and that she could tell that I really care. What the heck? Either she's a) clingy because she has no one. b) dumb. c) telling the truth. or d) a combination of all of the above. I'm beginning to think it's b. hahaha. no. But I don't know.

I know, depressing. But you have to admit that it is fascinating to see the extremes sides of people.